First Time Lyrics - Kelsea Ballerini

1 I put on my make up

2 Spray my perfume

3 Sat on the front porch, waitin' on you

4 Said we would catch up because it had been awhile

5 I hate to admit it

6 But my hands are shaking

7 Barely breathin'

8 Heart is racin'

9 Looks like feelings don't always change their minds

10 But you never called, never showed up

11 Guess somethings never change

12 And just like living in a flashback..you let me down again

13 That's why the past should be the past

14 Far behind, back of mind, out of the way

15 Let the memories burn and crash

16 'Cause sittin' here looking at the driveway

17 Is just tearin my heart back in half

18 Like nothings changed except the time that's passed

19 And that's why good-bye should mean good-bye

20 The first time

21 I should know better

22 I hate that I still cry

23 Lookin' like a fool here watchin' for headlights

24 And kickin' myself for believin' in you again

25 I bet your out drinkin' with a new blonde and

26 Telling her whatevers playin is her song

27 Yeah and helping her up into your Chevy instead

28 Even when you don't have me

29 You can still be the one to hurt me

30 It must feel good to know

31 That I'm still holdin' on to letting go

32 That's why the past should be the past

33 Far behind, back of mind, out of the way

34 Let the memories burn and crash

35 'Cause sittin' here looking at the driveway

36 Is just tearin my heart back in half

37 Like nothings changed except the time that's passed

38 And that's why good-bye should mean good-bye

39 The first time

40 Yeah that's why the past should be the past

41 Far behind, back of mind, out of the way

42 Let the memories burn and crash

43 'Cause sittin' here looking at the driveway

44 Is just tearin my heart back in half

45 Like nothings changed except the time that's passed

46 And that's why good-bye should mean good-bye

47 So I'm letting you go, just like I should have tried

48 The first time