Buy Myself (Marilyn Manson Remix) Lyrics - Linkin Park

1 What do I do to ignore them behind me?

2 Do I follow my instincts blindly?

3 Do I hide my pride from these bad dreams

4 And give in to sad thoughts that are maddening? Do I

5 Sit here and try to stand it, or do I

6 Try to catch them red-handed?

7 Do I trust some and get fooled by phoniness,

8 Or do I trust nobody and live in loneliness?

9 Because I can't hold on when I'm stretched so thin,

10 I make the right moves but I'm lost within.

11 I put on my daily facade, but then

12 I just end up getting hurt again.

13 By myself (myself)

14 I ask, why (myself)

15 I can't rely on myself (myself)

16 I ask, why

17 But in my mind I find

18 I can't rely on myself

19 I can't hold on

20 (To what I want when I'm stretched so thin)

21 It's all too much to take in

22 I can't hold on

23 (To anything watching everything spin)

24 With thoughts of failure sinking in.

25 If I turn my back, I'm senseless,

26 But to go blindly seems defenseless,

27 If I hide my pride and let it all go on,

28 Then they'll take from me 'till everything is gone, if I

29 Let them go, I'll be outrun, but if I

30 Try to catch them, I'll be outdone.

31 If I'm killed by the questions like a cancer,

32 Then I'll be buried in the silence of the answer

33 By myself (myself)

34 I ask, why (myself)

35 I can't rely on myself (myself)

36 I ask, why

37 But in my mind I find

38 I can't rely on myself

39 In my mind I find

40 I can't hold on

41 (to what I want when I'm stretched so thin)

42 It's all too much to take in

43 I can't hold on

44 (to anything watching everything spin)

45 With thoughts of failure sinking in.

46 How do you think,

47 I've lost so much?

48 I'm so afraid (I'm so afraid)

49 I'm so afraid (I'm so afraid)

50 I'm out of touch (just nice to know...)

51 How you suspect (how you suspect)

52 I will know what to do,

53 When all I know

54 Is what you tell me to?

55 Don't you (know)

56 I can't tell you how to make it (go)

57 No matter what I do, how hard I (try)

58 I can't seem to convince myself (why)

59 I'm stuck on the inside.

60 Don't you (know)

61 I can't tell you how to make it (go)

62 No matter what I do, how hard I (try)

63 I can't seem to convince myself (why)

64 I'm stuck on the other side

65 I can't hold on

66 (To what I want when I'm stretched so thin)

67 It's all too much to take in

68 I can't hold on

69 (To anything watching everything spin)

70 With thoughts of failure sinking in.

71 I can't hold on

72 (to what I want when I'm stretched so thin)

73 It's all too much to take in

74 I can't hold on

75 (to anything watching everything spin)

76 With thoughts of failure sinking...