Deep Inside Lyrics - Mary J. Blige

1 The problem is

2 For many years

3 I've lived my life

4 Publicly

5 So it's hard for me to find a man I trust

6 I really trust

7 And everytime I find someone I like

8 Gotta worry about

9 If it's really me

10 That they see

11 And I thought you were the one, ohhhh

12 Deep inside I wish that they could see

13 That I'm just plain ol' Mary, Mary

14 Deep inside I wish that they could see

15 That I'm just plain ol' Mary, Mary

16 I don't have a lot of friends

17 And sometimes I have to wonder

18 Is it cash they see when they look at me

19 'Cause they're lookin' for a ride that's free

20 So I made the choice to be

21 Good to those who are good to me

22 Don't judge me, don't think I'm bitter

23 For the evil does allow me to see I'm just Mary

24 I'm just Mary, just Mary, just Mary

25 I'm just Mary, just Mary, just Mary

26 I, I, ohhhh

27 Deep inside I wish that they could see

28 That I'm just plain ol' Mary, Mary

29 Deep inside I wish that they could see

30 That I'm just plain ol' Mary, Mary

31 The car i drive, the clothes i wear

32 The diamonds, the flowers, and the house

33 Don't make a woman

34 Material things don't mean nothin' to me

35 So, i need someone to stand by me and

36 Supply my needs

37 And i'm just plain ol' mary

38 Why can't you love the person inside

39 And stop lookin' outside

40 Deep inside I wish that they could see

41 That I'm just plain ol' Mary, Mary

42 Deep inside I wish that they could see

43 That I'm just plain ol' Mary, Mary

44 The problem is

45 For many years

46 I've lived my life

47 Publicly

48 And everytime I find a man

49 I, I can't trust him

50 Ohhhh