Not Gon' Cry Lyrics - Mary J. Blige

1 While all the time that I was loving you

2 You were busy loving yourself

3 I would stop breathing if you told me to

4 Now you're busy loving someone else

5 Eleven years out of my life

6 Besides the kids, I have nothing to show

7 Wasted my years, a fool of a wife

8 I should have left your ass long time ago

9 Well I'm not gon' cry

10 I'm not gon' cry

11 I'm not gon' shed no tears

12 No I'm not gon' cry

13 It's not the time

14 'Cause you're not worth my tears

15 I was your lover and your secretary

16 Working every day of the week

17 Was at the job when no one else was there

18 Helping you get on your feet

19 Eleven years of sacrifice

20 And you can leave me at the drop of a dime

21 Swallowed my fears - stood by your side

22 I should've left your ass a thousand times

23 Well I'm not gon' cry

24 I'm not gon' cry

25 I'm not gon' shed no tears

26 No I'm not gon' cry

27 It's not the time

28 'Cause you're not worth my tears

29 I know there are no guarantees

30 In love you take your chances

31 But somehow it seems unfair to me

32 Look at the circumstances

33 Through sickness and health

34 'Til death do us part

35 Those were the words that we said from our heart

36 So now when you say that you're leaving me

37 I don't get that part

38 I was your lover and your secretary

39 Working every day of the week

40 Was at the job when no one else was there

41 Helping you get on your feet

42 Eleven years of sacrifice

43 And you can leave me at the drop of a dime

44 Swallowed my fears - stood by your side

45 I should've left your ass a thousand times

46 Well I'm not gon' cry

47 I'm not gon' cry

48 I'm not gon' shed no tears

49 No I'm not gon' cry

50 It's not the time

51 'Cause you were never worth my tears