Traumatized Lyrics - Meek Mill

1 It really hurt me when they killed Shotty

2 I was locked down in my cell and I had to read about it

3 And when they killed Diddy, left him out in Philly

4 We was young and gettin' money, man we used to run the city

5 We was rockin' all them shows, fuckin' all them hoes

6 And when they killed Darryl, Renee had to see him froze on the ground

7 Downtown, I can hear the sounds now

8 When she walked up to that casket seen her son and fell down

9 I drop tears for my niggas that ain't here

10 And still think about you even though that it been years

11 Cause half the niggas that I grew up with is all dead

12 All this pain and all this stressin' I should have a bald head

13 Cause when my Aunt Rhonda died she looked Tock in his eyes

14 Saw death comin', when she seen it she just cried

15 Prolly part of the reason we drink and we get high

16 When I find the nigga that killed my daddy know I'mma ride

17 Hope you hear me, I'mma kill you nigga

18 To let you know that I don't feel you nigga

19 Yeah, you ripped my family apart and made my momma cry

20 So when I see you nigga it's gon' be a homicide

21 Cuz I was only a toddler, you left me traumatized

22 You made me man of the house and it was grindin' time

23 So I'mma let this flame hit you just to let this pain hit you

24 And for all them cloudy days I'mma let this rain hit you nigga

25 I know, I know, I know, I know

26 I know, I know, I know, I know

27 You ripped my family apart and made my momma cry

28 So when I see you nigga it's gon' be a homicide

29 I know, I know, I know, I know

30 I know, I know, I know, I know

31 So I'mma let this flame hit you just to let this pain hit you

32 And for all them cloudy days I'mma let this rain hit you nigga

33 And I ain't ready

34 Niggas wanna murder me I'm ridin' around heavy

35 I think they wanna wet me like New Orleans and the levees

36 But I got this mac elevy, these niggas'll never get me

37 Lord knows, I got alotta homies in the dirt

38 Niggas sprayin' metal tryna take you off the earth

39 Really over nothin', tell me what it's worth

40 Tryna take you out the game just to put you on a shirt

41 I Rose from the jungle like Derrick

42 Death to anybody that oppose my spirit

43 My future lookin' brighter than this rose I'm starin' at

44 We be runnin' trains on the hoes y'all cherish

45 Rest in peace to my niggas, I swear I miss them to death

46 My hammer sing murda music, I'll let you listen to death

47 I'll have you walk with the reaper when hollows rip through your chest

48 Cause if you throw 'em I throw back like Mitchell & Ness

49 I'm gone

50 I know, I know, I know, I know

51 I know, I know, I know, I know

52 You ripped my family apart and made my momma cry

53 So when I see you nigga it's gon' be a homicide

54 I know, I know, I know, I know

55 I know, I know, I know, I know

56 So I'mma let this flame hit you just to let this pain hit you

57 And for all them cloudy days I'mma let this rain hit you nigga

58 Man my life so real

59 Last night I went to sleep and woke up with the chills

60 Started with a dollar now I got a couple mil

61 And I make a hundred thousand every time a nigga spill

62 Man I almost got murked in front of the same church

63 My dad got carried in, family got married in

64 That was in my older days, this is now, that was then

65 Had the block jumpin' for them dollars, Shawn Marion

66 Young nigga gon' get my own that's why I'm arrogant

67 Homie need the bail, for them bonds we'll bury 'em

68 Lock 'em like a terrier

69 Breakin' all barriers

70 Just to beat the trial we go miles like Darius

71 Cause cops tryna catch me, niggas tryna clap me

72 Haters runnin at me, know they wanna get at me

73 And people got the nerve to ask why I don't look happy

74 I did it for my niggas, and I did this shit for Kathy

75 I know, I know, I know, I know

76 I know, I know, I know, I know

77 You ripped my family apart and made my momma cry

78 So when I see you nigga it's gon' be a homicide

79 I know, I know, I know, I know

80 I know, I know, I know, I know

81 So I'mma let this flame hit you just to let this pain hit you

82 And for all them cloudy days I'mma let this rain hit you nigga