Autobiography Lyrics - Nicki Minaj

1 [Nicki Speaking]

2 This is the autobiography of Nicki Maraj

3 May the Lord protect me as the world gets hectic

4 My voice projected, my life reflected

5 May the Lord protect me as the world gets hectic

6 My voice projected, my life reflected

7 Daddy was a crack fiend

8 Two in the morning had us runnin' down the block like a track team

9 When he burned the house down and my mother was in it,

10 How could I forget it, the pain was infinite

11 She's my queen and I ain't even British

12 She's the only reason that I went to school and I finished

13 She told me that I had talent,

14 Got on her knees and prayed for me when I started being violent

15 She saw something in me that, 'til this day I don't know if I could be that

16 But I'ma die trying, and when I'm done

17 Crying, grab the iron, black out like I'm retiring

18 Nightmares of you killing my mother,

19 The reason that I sleep with my head under the covers

20 And they shoulda thrown the book at you,

21 'Cause I hate you so much that it burn when I look at you

22 May the Lord protect me as the world gets hectic

23 My voice projected, my life reflected

24 May the Lord protect me as the world gets hectic

25 My voice projected, my life reflected

26 Damn I wanna run to you

27 Hold you and kiss you and tell you how I miss you

28 Thought I would have a son for you

29 But now it's official, it's over and I can't let you go

30 But I gotta let you know, all the shit I did make me feel

31 Like I'm dying real slow

32 'Cause no one understands me,

33 They don't know what to do, when I'm hurt, when I'm angry

34 You was my friend, and my man and my daddy

35 You was there when that bitch tried to stab me

36 Anything I ever needed, knew you had me

37 'Cause of you, all them chicks couldn't stand me

38 So why hurt you? That's the question

39 It took this long for me to learn my lesson

40 'Cause now all I want is peace, forget drama

41 I finally understand the true meaning of Karma

42 May the Lord protect me as the world gets hectic

43 My voice projected, my life reflected

44 May the Lord protect me as the world gets hectic

45 My voice projected, my life reflected

46 Please baby forgive me

47 Mommy was young, Mommy was too busy

48 Tryna have fun, but now I pat myself on the back, for sending you back

49 'Cause God knows I was better than that

50 To conceive you then leave you,

51 The concept alone seems evil, I'm trapped in my conscious

52 I adhere to the nonsense,

53 Listening to people who told me I wasn't ready for you

54 But how the fuck would they know what I was ready to do?

55 And of course it wasn't your fault

56 I could feel you in the air, I hear you

57 Saying 'Mommy don't cry can't you see I'm right here?'

58 I gotta let you know what you mean to me

59 When I'm sleepin', I could see you in my dreams with me

60 Wish I could touch your little face and hold your little hand

61 If it's part of God's plan maybe we can meet again

62 My voice projected, my life reflected

63 May the Lord protect me as the world gets hectic

64 My voice projected, my life reflected

65 May the Lord protect me as the world gets hectic

66 My voice projected, my life reflected