brutal Lyrics - Olivia Rodrigo

1 "I want it to be, like, messy"

2 I'm so insecure, I think

3 That I'll die before I drink

4 And I'm so caught up in the news

5 Of who likes me and who hates you

6 And I'm so tired that I might

7 Quit my job, start a new life

8 And they'd all be so disappointed

9 'Cause, who am I, if not exploited?

10 And I'm so sick of 17

11 Where's my fucking teenage dream?

12 If someone tells me one more time

13 "Enjoy your youth", I'm gonna cry

14 And I don't stick up for myself

15 I'm anxious and nothing can help

16 And I wish I'd done this before

17 And I wish people liked me more

18 All I did was try my best

19 This the kind of thanks I get?

20 Unrelentlessly upset (ah, ah, ah)

21 They say these are the golden years

22 But I wish I could disappear

23 Ego crush is so severe

24 God, it's brutal out here

25 (Yeah)

26 (Yeaaaaaaaaaa-)

27 I feel like no one wants me

28 And I hate the way I'm perceived

29 I only have two real friends

30 And lately, I'm a nervous wreck

31 'Cause I love people I don't like

32 And I hate every song I write

33 And I'm not cool and I'm not smart

34 And I can't even parallel park

35 All I did was try my best

36 This the kind of thanks I get?

37 Unrelentlessly upset (ah, ah, ah)

38 They say these are the golden years

39 But I wish I could disappear

40 Ego crush is so severe

41 God, it's brutal out here

42 (Yeah)

43 (Just having a really good time)

44 (Yeaaaaaaaaaa-)

45 Got a broken ego, broken heart

46 (It's brutal out here, it's brutal out here)

47 And God, I don't even know where to start