Funeral Lyrics - Phoebe Bridgers

1 I'm singing at a funeral tomorrow

2 For a kid a year older than me

3 And I've been talking to his dad, it makes me so sad

4 When I think too much about it I can't breathe

5 And I have this dream where I'm screaming underwater

6 While my friends are waving from the shore

7 And I don't need you to tell me what that means

8 I don't believe in that stuff anymore

9 Jesus Christ, I'm so blue all the time

10 And that's just how I feel

11 Always have and I always will

12 I always have and always will

13 I have a friend I call

14 When I've bored myself to tears

15 And we talk until we think we might just kill ourselves

16 But then we laugh until it disappears

17 And last night, I blacked out in my car

18 And I woke up in my childhood bed

19 Wishing I was someone else, feeling sorry for myself

20 When I remembered someone's kid is dead

21 Jesus Christ, I'm so blue all the time

22 And that's just how I feel

23 Always have and I always will

24 I always have and always will

25 And it's 4 a.m. again

26 And I'm doing nothing

27 Again